acekj

Dear ADM,

acekj150@yahoo.com.sg — Fri, 25 Sep 2009 04:05:33 GMT

FUCK YOU

hm

acekj150@yahoo.com.sg — Tue, 15 Sep 2009 12:48:51 GMT

The decision was to run. I see no fault in the decision, it is an artifact of the boon(?) of youth. I think I would have done the same at that age.

Feel so slack these days. Hope the test goes well tomorrow.

Buai bye good night take care and have fun ^_^.

Oh, I also caught 500 days of Summer. Another good movie this year.

Happy belated Birthday.

Hmm.

acekj150@yahoo.com.sg — Wed, 09 Sep 2009 14:40:31 GMT

Man, a bevy of good movies this year.

Inglorious Basterds, District 9, and now Up. Laughed, cried, cringed, wow'd, and did plenty of other things in those movies.

Hopefully Adam is an addition to that list.

If I get to watch it.

Yep.

Buai bye good night take care and have fun ;p

emo

acekj150@yahoo.com.sg — Tue, 18 Aug 2009 15:43:42 GMT

sif emo

ADM

acekj150@yahoo.com.sg — Wed, 12 Aug 2009 06:41:12 GMT

Dear Accounting for Decision Making, I understand that accounting is something that needs to be practiced, but 20 questions with some questions having up to 20 more parts that are not a simple multiple choice type answer?

FUCK YOU ACCOUNTING. FUCK YOU HARD.

If only I wasn't a nerd who felt justified only when finishing his tutorials.

FUCK.

In other aspects of life, I am happy.

Buai bye good night take care and have fun.

(except accounting. FUCK YOU.)

.

acekj150@yahoo.com.sg — Sun, 02 Aug 2009 15:44:51 GMT

It's been a year. I still don't know what to say. Rest in peace.

Haha

acekj150@yahoo.com.sg — Fri, 31 Jul 2009 19:42:04 GMT

omg childhood memories! Spent about 3 hours watching the intro videos to tons of cartoons of our past with move meh last night. Man, old songs are classic. Some of them are below!

Double Dragon, Captain Planet, Night Hood, Cybersix, Ghostbusters, Extreme Ghost Busters, MIB, Mummies Alive, TMNT, HE-MAN, Conan, Exosquad, Street Sharks, Gargoyles, SWAT Kats, Reb00t, Batman, Dragonflyz, Dino Squad, Extreme Dinosaurs, Wild C.A.T.S., ULTRAFORCE, Ironman, Phantom 2040, Skeleton Warriors, Vortech, Mighty Ducks, Biker Mice From Mars, Bobby's World, Marsupilami, DARKWING DUCK OMG, Duck Tales, Animaniacs, Defenders of the Universe, Alvin and the Chipmunks, Rescue Rangers, Tiny Toons, and a whole lot more! Haha, was awesomeeeee.

Really miss the old times. Cartoons rocked back then. Hoooooo

Buai bye good night take care and have fun ^_^

Dramione

acekj150@yahoo.com.sg — Sun, 19 Jul 2009 18:11:01 GMT

Ignore, this is a post for future re-reading:

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4255840/1/From_the_Dark_Tower
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4715089/1/On_First_Dances
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4210353/1/Grey_Tuesdays
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/3394336/1/Red_Memory
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/3047888/1/Everybody_Wants_to_Rule_the_World
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/2753302/1/Charons_Gift
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/2822638/1/Ennead

night.

XD

acekj150@yahoo.com.sg — Wed, 15 Jul 2009 17:25:30 GMT

Just watched Harry Potter today with move meh, pretty good, but I reckon ppl who read the book would feel too much was left out. Not really the same amount of EPIC in the last scene as there was in 'The Order of The Phoenix'. Still good overall though.

Made me want to read fics again. And so I did. Draco x Hermione FTW

damn.

acekj150@yahoo.com.sg — Fri, 26 Jun 2009 02:51:21 GMT

RIP Michael Jackson. Hope people forget the nonsense that's happened in recent years and remember the legend that you were in music.

heh

acekj150@yahoo.com.sg — Sat, 20 Jun 2009 14:19:42 GMT

Used nearly a gig of bandwidth watching the love story of Korean Stars JunJin and Lee Si Young on We Got Married today. They really do make a cute couple, though the other couples made it really fun to watch in the Couple Rally episode. I hear they're a real life couple now, hope all goes well for them.

Ahh, gotta love thing like this. Gotta rush for next papers too.

Buai bye good night take care and have fun ^_^

Hmmm.

acekj150@yahoo.com.sg — Tue, 16 Jun 2009 06:05:37 GMT

When I was a kid, I imagined that when I was 21, life would be a lot more different from what it is now.

In essence, I'm still happy though. XD

hm.

acekj150@yahoo.com.sg — Sat, 13 Jun 2009 04:31:58 GMT

As awesome as my noodle soup is, I have learnt a valuable lesson- COOK YOUR UDON SEPERATE FROM THE BLOODY SOUP. WHY? BECAUSE IT MAKES YOU WASTE YOUR BLOODY CHICKEN STOCK AND MAKES THE WATER FXCKING CLOUDY. (*&^%$#@#$%^&*()(*&^%$#@

K. Aside from that, econs was pretty good, study for FDM is going alright I guess, I bought the Baldur's Gate collection and Evil Genius (for 2 bucks o_O gogo sales), and sytycd is back.

Oh, and Move-meh ORD-ed.

CONGRATS YOUR LATIONS NUB XD

Great catching up last night. Gonna be gosu when the bub is down. J COME DOWN HERE TOO PLSKTHXBAI

hoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

SYTYCD

acekj150@yahoo.com.sg — Fri, 12 Jun 2009 12:03:59 GMT

IS BACK HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

nice song from Natalie Reid's audition:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FDCgbKOm4XA

man..

acekj150@yahoo.com.sg — Tue, 09 Jun 2009 01:50:54 GMT

Exam in 2 hours.

R.I.P. David Eddings. Redemption of Althalus was one of the best fantasy books I've ever read.

hmmm

acekj150@yahoo.com.sg — Mon, 08 Jun 2009 07:08:10 GMT

Well, I was wrong about this past Saturday being fruitful, but oh welp XD skipped the run this week due to being tired from Frans' bloody 15 min excercise. It be a killer.

So I have an exam tomorrow, but I don't feel stressed at all o_O It hardly even feels like it's the exam period. J said it's good in a sense, no point putting undue stress upon oneself. Which is true. But I'm not used to this o_O

I have the most weird and random thoughts before going to sleep. Last night, however, I was thinking about women. Stars in particular. Then I thought to make a list of the Stars I found attractive or appealing. Then I thought to make it alphabetical. Then I thought to make a list of the people in my life I found attractive or appealing. Then I thought to include people I found important to me in life for whatever reason in the past or present. Then it got interrupted by a string of messages from my phone on General (for the alarm, you see).

So here's the list (of those I could think of off the top of my head) in the format (star, ppl):

A- Anne Hathaway (Only name I could think of), Ah Ma & Ah Gong
B- Kristen Bell (I know, but hard to fill 26 names if I did it on first name basis), BJW
C- Camilla Belle, Char
D- Danielle Harris, ?
E- Elisha Cuthbert, ?
F- Megan Fox (hot, face a bit dao), Frans
G- GG?, Mama
H- Audrey Hepburn (Hyo Yeon was here, but Hepburn classic), Hui Hui
I- ?, Icks
J- Jessica Alba (had to be in XD), J
K- Kristen Stewart (hot, face a bit dao), KOKS (Kevin Cheng also has to be mentioned)
L- Liu Yi Fei, ?
M- Katherine McPhee, Boss
N- Nagasawa Masami, ?
O- ?, ?
P- Natalie Portman, ?
Q- Maggie Q, ?
R- Rachel McAdams(Bilson too), Jie Jie (Roger has to be mentioned)
S- Kim So Eun, Move-meh (k fine, Mo0miE)
T- Elizabeth Taylor, Tripod
U- ?, ?
V- Emily VanCamp, ?
W- Emma Watson, Dad
X- ?, ?
Y- ?, ?
Z- Zheng Kai Xuan, ?

Haha, I obviously didn't think this through properly. Oh welllll. Feel free to remind me of ppl o-o

Regarding studies, it's a tad late to say this but -

Mad Rush Time.

Buai bye good night take care and have fun ;p

Gogo procrastination

mmm

acekj150@yahoo.com.sg — Sun, 31 May 2009 09:18:29 GMT

I think Saturdays are my fruitful days. The day started with dota again HAHAHA until about think 7 or so, then slept, and went out to meet Ji Hun (KJH) for lunch with kueh and keith at Minang, this Indo mini restaurant selling stuff Cai Beng style. Was alright lunch I guess, but then the fun stuff happened!

We ended up going to Flinders to rent bikes for an hour, and cycled all around the flinders area, down to the arenas and to crown. At the arenas, we saw Pink and Rove :O gg, but we didn't stay to watch for long. After that, we went home and Keith and I had a run at Prince's Park. Nice man, improved from last week, ran non stop and timing improved as well. Tried to train pull ups, but failllllllll.

Came back, short chat with the bubs before dinner, then a bit of gaming before heading off to Kev's place for last night of poker. Lost, but was a fun night haha. Anyways, felt good yesterday.

Yep, hope your days were as fruitful XD

Oh, over poker, one of the guys mentioned he reckoned I could get someone soon. I lol'd. Apparently, the bubs have discovered that 'I'm too much of a boy'. Which is the truth in all honesty. But, it isn't something I'd be willing to give up anytime soon I suppose. I could try to drop it and adopt a more matured, rough around the edges BAD BOI persona, but that just wouldn't be me. I suppose that might make me seem a little bo chup anyway, but ah well, we'll see how things go.

"I thought that's what girls wanted, a nice guy with a sense of humour, a bit of a child-like persona, and yet have the ability to be responsible and capable of accomplishing things when the need arises?"

"Yes, but you're not that. HAHAHAHAHA"

Not the exact words in the convo, but ah well XD Captured the humour and gist of it anyway.

Buai bye good night take care and have fun ^_^

haha

acekj150@yahoo.com.sg — Tue, 26 May 2009 19:52:06 GMT

Let's try doing this.

I want a Valentines with chocolates & a gf & warm fuzzy feelings,

but then every year Valentine's comes and I'm disappointed yet again.

You are so getting your ass kicked.

[Indeed.]

heh

acekj150@yahoo.com.sg — Tue, 26 May 2009 19:00:53 GMT

Almost nothing like a good re-read of http://www.bash.org/?top quotes to put a smile on your face when you're feeling down. Ahhh gotta love the internetszzszzz

mmm

acekj150@yahoo.com.sg — Sat, 23 May 2009 21:07:42 GMT

I should do days like these more-

Day started at 12am, which was basically dota till 5am. Pretty fun games. Slept, and woke up at 9am, but snoozed till 10, which meant I was late for my brunch meeting with Bonnie-chan (the other Jonathan Chee) and Mu Bing. Ended up meeting bonnie chan first anyway at 10:20, seeing as how EMBD walked all teh way from cs to flinder's lane. Went down to this Empuricoaursolanonvallll place around Spring and Flinder's Lane, where I had a pretty weird ass English Breakfast. Consisted of Blood Sausages (which looked like bloody baked beans), toast, a small tomato, eggs, and had a banana smoothie. To put it simply, I'm not going back. Anyhow, we ended up leaving there at about 12, and headed down to koko black along collin's st, and had ice chocolate. Bought truffles for jie jie and hui hui, and had a pretty good talk cock session with Bonnie-chan and EMBD. Oh, the lady serving us was pretty ;p I should've spoken to her more. Anywayssss...

Was around 1:45 when I left them to go back home, dropped the truffles off, and spoke with the bubs for a bit before heading down to the library at about 3. We somehow arrived at 3:45, and by 5, I left having only one part of my FDM assignment undone. Econs tut isn't up yet so yeah ;p

Got home, changed, and went to get Keith to go for a run. We ended up talking cock with sanne for a bit and arguing with boss about some fb game XD s'ok, my band still owns. Arrived at Princes' Park at around 5:45ish and we ran till about 6:30, then did a few push ups and attempted pullups haha. Reached home at about 7, and I had a nice chat with the bubs again. I quite miss conversations like the one we had today ;p Was supposed to meet keith for dinner at 8, but ended going at 8:20. Reached home at 9, surfed the net for a bit, and went for Poker Night at Kev's place. Lost 20 bucks, but had a good run for a few rounds.

Reached back home at about 3 I think, been reading the GTO manga till now (7) gg sleeping pattern. All in all, I think today was a good day:

Dota, brunch, ice chocolate, pretty lady, bubs, library, sanne and boss, run, bubs, dinner, net, poker, manga.

heh, definitely felt fulfilling. Buai bye good night take care and have fun ^_^

Hope your days were just as good.

Heh.

acekj150@yahoo.com.sg — Sat, 16 May 2009 19:34:33 GMT

Went for a very nice dinner tonight with kueh, jo, keith and bec at Andrew's place! Andrew is one of the dudes in the WEHI labs, and he and his wife invited us for dinner tonight. Damnnnnn good food man. 1kg of Prawns, 1kg of salty and spicy fried chicken, huge plate of veg, spicy pork, sour and spicy soup, steamed fish, nian gao with yam, keith's tiramisu, jo's cheesecake, and bec's brownies were devoured from 6:45pm to 12:30am. That, together with a full glass of coke and 2 bottles of beer = GG FULLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL. Great dinner and company though haha.

Following that, went over to nic's place to watch theend of Grey's Anatomy. Watched 'That Thing You Do' as well, which I have to admit, I haven't seen at all in the 13 years of its existance, only really caught glimpses of it on tv. Liv Tyler played the girl next door so well. blearghhhhh gotta love hollywood romance ;p

"...I said something that made sense to only you..."
- Guy to Faye about the naming of the band

It's a line that wasn't used in a romantic way, but think of the possibilities. Like I said - Hollywood Romance.

You really must be feeling lonely, child.

Go to sleep.

[Aye, he's coming.]

XD Buai bye good night take care and have fun ^_^

LOL

acekj150@yahoo.com.sg — Tue, 12 May 2009 05:51:49 GMT

On Scientific "Phisolophy" (LOL, idiot) subjects and how 'inventions' can be discovered via 'deduction' or 'induction':

Invention is invention lah, knn, ask me deduct for fuck?
-Tan, N.S.W. (2009)

..

acekj150@yahoo.com.sg — Thu, 07 May 2009 14:28:39 GMT

WHY DID YOU COCKS PUT TAYLOR SWIFT IN MY HEAD

Likes:
Taylor Swift- LOVE STORY WTF

Not taylor swift:
Metric - Gimmie Sympathy
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EZEU41xdgDU

Haha

acekj150@yahoo.com.sg — Wed, 06 May 2009 13:31:32 GMT

Who the Nil are you?

Anyways, random thought-

You don't need people to survive.
You need them to Live.

KAY BUAI BYE GOOD NIGHT TAKE CARE AND HAVE FUN ^_^

haha.

acekj150@yahoo.com.sg — Sun, 03 May 2009 18:18:06 GMT

Weird little thing just happened in the past 15 minutes. It's basically procrastination with a bit of heart and a smidgen of getting in touch with the inner me. In other words, being an emotional little wuss, but anyways.

" When you love somebody it's hard to think about anything but to breathe"

- Fruit Bats' "When U Love Somebody"

Line from song is also played in following trailer:

http://www.apple.com/trailers/fox_searchlight/adam/

I want to watch that movie. Adam. Thought it was going to be about genesis, but I'm quite happy it's not. I've been sitting here for the past 12 hours or so, trying to get work done but really just slacking away, preparing for yet another late night rushing of my part of assignments due. Watching trailers for movies like these makes me wonder how lonely I really am. Watched Postgrad, Facing Ali, and this trailer. Want to watch all of them really, and the chick flicks just make me wonder even more.

Some part of me feels somewhat like the lead actor in Adam. Inept at speaking freely with the opposite sex (and others at times), but the difference is that while I'm still somewhat finding my place among people, he treats other with unparalleled sincerity and honesty, albeit with the knowledge that they may not be so accepting of his socially awkward behavior.

This moved me to think about how I was starting to think about who I am, what I should be, expectations others have of me, and mounting pressures of aging and becoming independent. As discussed before, it really isn't a lot of fun. True to myself (haha), a near instant counter thought was formed by remembering how grateful I should be at what I do have, and how I really should be happy(and am, but is it superficial? I try to live in the Here and Now, instead of thinking of what could be, but this will be elaborated on later) to be the person I've become throughout the shapings of life. I am happy about life and where I am. I just want more. It's only human. And an excuse for greed.

I can see that you're upset but I don't know what to do?
Could you give me a hug?
Yes.
.
Adam, I'd like you to give me a hug.
*hug*

It was a bit scary to think that I would wonder about all these things. But I was focused more on what I could be and what I should be (keeping in mind all the things I want to be and what I am happy being). As the trailer neared its end, the solitude just crept in and starting swinging along side the roller coaster that was my thoughts. Buried my head in my arms and began to laugh at the silliness of it all.

I've often told people to cry when needed, when feeling sad or overly emotional, as I believe it is a good outlet. I try my hardest to refrain from such an act in hypocrisy, as it diminished my feelings of self worth (or so I'd like to think). In the swirl of thoughts then lodged emotions of sadness and disappointed amusement at the irony of the entire situation, about how I succumbed to my own devices and how thoroughly funny everything was in overview. At this point I was chuckling while feeling sad enough to cry.

So I did.

Well, I didn't really cry in the truest sense of the word, perhaps teared is more appropriate (with a tad of sniffing and chuckling in between). Tears for laughter, inadequacies, solitude, missed company, missed opportunities, knowledge of self, knowledge of others, thoughts of me, thoughts of others around me, how this would be perceived, how literally insignificant this night to me as an individual in the grand scheme of things, and how silly the act was. All I could really say was 'what am I doing?' So I stopped, and thought to write it all down before I forgot how stupid it was and to serve as a reminder to not do it again.

Moments of weakness and self reflection are not meant to end in seemingly insane bouts of tearful chuckles.

In hindsight (retrospect?), I guess I needed to face a simple fact - While I am thankful for the life I have and am fairly content, I think I am lonely. It isn't needed at all, a significant other's company, but as mentioned before, it would be quite pleasant to have. Perhaps I'm a needy individual after all. We all are to a certain extent come to think of it. I mentioned earlier as well about how it might all be superficial. How deep does all this happiness go anyway? Being happy is what is important, but am I really satisfied with just this...?

Yes.

I think I am at least.

Funny thing, I've just typed out the required amount of words for my assignment haha. I won't be sleeping till 5 it seems. What horrid time management.

I have to do this - I am not feeling emotional anymore (emo, if you like), sad, happy, melancholic, etc. I'm just sleepy, so there is no need to worry about anything. Presumptuous of me, but I think it better to comfort those that might worry even if it isn't needed.

Oh and on another note - Damn you for not working msn.

Buai bye, good night, take care and have fun.

I know I did.